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  "And he answered, “You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength and with all your mind, and your neighbor as yourself.” Luke 10:27 It's funny how we encourage people to do things we often are afraid to do ourselves. We encourage them to be brave when we are still bound by fear of men. I found myself in this position. I was hiding in fear because I was afraid of what people would think if they knew the truth. So, here's the truth; I love Jesus. Ok so this might not be a new revelation to most of you, but I want to tell you about my transformation. How I went from a girl living for 5'o clock and my nightly tv binge, always worried about finances and various other daily dramas, to someone who felt the call for radical obedience. Last year, after a hellish year in 2020, I took a leap of faith and finally moved out into my very first solo apartment. I had taken a job as an afterschool program director and the money...

Show me Your Face, Lord...

  Jesus, If you don't go with me, I don't want to go. If you aren't leading me, holding my hand, speaking to me step by precious step, then I will stand here still until you do. I want to stand before your glory until my face shines. I only want to speak what I hear you say. I only want to dream what you're dreaming for me. My life is not my own. It's  yours. Let me die to my selfish ambition and prideful mindsets. I want people to know I have been in your presence and that you have led me to this moment. I don't have to look at your back like Moses. You have allowed me to see your glory face to face through your son . Let the beauty of the face of Jesus be the only thing I long to behold. Not my Facebook. Not Instagram . Not Tik Tok. To dwell and to gaze. That is all I am made for. Help me,  Lord. I am nothing without you. In Jesus Name, Amen One thing have I asked of the Lord,  that will I seek after: that I may dwell in the house of the Lord  all the days of ...